Semblance of Normalcy

We have finally reached a point this summer where are lives are again assuming a point of normalcy.

Son is at daycamp at his school this week - Community Helpers - they are visiting an ice cream shop and a fire station today. I think they had an ambulance / EMT visit yesterday. He was exhausted, happy and had fun yesterday. I actually made it to work before 8 a.m. today for the first time in months - and I worked out, too.

My class is over. Do not know my grade yet. Professor will email us sometime this week. I will not be back in class until mid to late August.

Relationship with Hubby went back to a good place after a few tense evenings. It hit me that I have been rejecting any advances he has made - I don't feel attractive, therefore I cannot possibly be attractive, right? So I made the effort on Sunday night to just kiss him - knowing it will lead somewhere else - and he was just happy to be kissed, even. That makes me feel terrible that I have been rejecting him because of me.

This might just last a week.